--> woozy whirling world

.:. oh common..:.

yep.. that's it

as of 4 o'clock in the afternoon of the 17th of february. visions, plans and even schedules of mine are quite shallow and dull. emotions i have that time are so inconsistent. half of the body i have is excited while the other half can feel the anxiousness of the things that i am thinking.

the reason: so simple ---> my plain disposition of the approaching occurrence.

then, anxiousness has quite subsided when uncle bobby called up. i felt that half of the topsy turvy that i have, half of the half, disappear and was altered by pressure. "pressure" in a very nice way. here's the thing +i am pressured right now, but i can feel the challenge+.

currently, i am doing this stuff at my cousin's house. my computer has a problem. it is already old and i think it needs a "retirement something". i miss doing computer stuff in our terrace where i can see different people passing by. but faith decided to end the suffering of my old propitious computer friend. the eyes of my friend which is the monitor losses its ability to open up. poor friend. but what can i do. i am just a girl that has no idea when it comes to computer.....

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highschool friend ria which i fondly called mammuh back then texted me

pPc ria: hi anak... punta kame ni joni ngayon school attend ng alumni, punta ka den para magkikita tayo. see you soon!
leah: censha na mammuh.. i can't come eh, but amishu so muuuch

here's the twist.... i cannot come to the celebration but i miss my friends. particularly highschool friends. but i think a proper time will come where i can all again meet them. not today and not tomorrow. maybe some other time..... oh especially anna, karen, iris, ira, joyce, jeff and joan, how could i ever forget joan! my only friend that always crushed the plain, unsightly guys in school. *ahahahaha*

shanty song cOrnEr c",)
meet new friends
and keep the old
one is silver
and the other is gold

that's where college friends comes in... but in case of the peepz from mapua, gold will be their shade of intensity now. *ahahahaha* cool. right!?

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life is tough.... but im gonna prove that i'm tougher... yeahboi! :p